谁说谁变了...

以前你期待我的到来，现在叫我待会儿再回来...

I'm having a normal day today..., too normal it's boring...
too boring it affects my sanity..., damn..., at the end of the day, i'm in a v v bad mood...
irritated by everything in sight...
not good..., i've offended a lot of ppl, DAMN!!!

end...

I have a bad feeling..., ppl say 台上一分钟，台下十年功...
It's soooooo, soooooooo true...

well..., a big grp is indeed harder to organise, but that shouldn't b an excuse for a lousy performance..., once u're up there on stage, ppl will juz judge US based on our performance UP THERE, they wun care abt anything else..., NOTHING AT ALL...
so this is bad...

i know we're not professionals YET, but since we're into this, we should really see ourselves AS a professional..., NO EXCUSE watsoever...

i'm terribly worried..., i'm soooooo not looking forward to it now...

to perform is to get a sense of satisfaction when ppl r looking at u with awe, now..., i dun think it's possible..., i juz hope we wun b a laughing stock up there..., that will do...

tsk..., i should learn to b more selfish!!

I'm back!!

ok..., i was damn bored that's y i make a blog...
now i'm BORED again that's y i'm writing this...
LOL, anyway, v v v long liao, wan update all is impossible, so i juz write the recent events hor...
let's see..., i joined Esprimere in SIM, its a singing club, we errr..., sing :p
LOL

then we had outings like once every few days until i'm BROKE!!
NO MONEY!! GOT TO WORK!!
haizzzzzzzzz, i'm soooo v sianzzzzzzz now...

err..., next time when i'm bored i shall come back :p
GAHAHAHAHAHAHA

adios~~

My Most Beautiful Specs!!!

KNS!!! today go play bball come back my specs destroyed!!!
_|_ whoever did it, pls, let him get it!!!
or maybe thank him? coz then i can buy new specs?
LOL
NO!
he/she SUX!!!
tell u, if he/she ever wear specs, pls let the specs get overrun by 16-wheeled LORRY!!!
haizzzzz........

i decide to buy contacts liao, dun wan buy specs liao, waste my money only -.-
that specs had followed me for years T_T
all the scratches T_T
the bents T_T
the green green slimy things that always accumulate at the small spaces T_T
:p
LOL

SHIT LA!!!
PEK CHEK!!!

My Blog Is Not DEAD!!!

i'm juz busy mah, not dead la.
i shall write a lot to cover up.
let's see....., xmas i went to BBQ at a friend's house.....
then go home liao str8 away sore throat n sick.....
LOL
xmas nth much la, only that BBQ nia..., damn sian.....

then on 29th Dec i went to genting wif family, brought my nephew along.....
i become the babysitter for the journey....., play wif kids instead of going into the casino -.-
all the way till i'm back to SG -.-

31st night come back str8 away eat reunion dinner at home, then went to daren's house to play mahjong n i win quite a bit :p
i WAS losing DAMN BAD until Jeslyn (Justin) Pek Cai Xing helped me :p
LOL

then 1st jan i stayed at home i think...., i forgot liao, LOL
then 2nd jan my relative married, the celeb starts at 1, i finished sch at 11:30, somemore the lecturer drag till almost 12 -.-
very very very kan jiong, reach home liao still need to choose clothes....., but in the end i make it on time
LOL

then 3rd jan got sch -.-
then 4th jan morning i go play bball, then go back eat liao go katong shopping centre to sing song wif family, then after sing song go visit relative's house, then go eat dinner then go back home play left 4 dead till 2AM, then slp -.-

THEN 5th jan got to wake up at 5am!!!
prepare to send my mum n dad to harbour front THEN go sch!!!
then reach sch liao i slp in car coz still damn early (7:45)
when i woke up i see the clock....., F*CK!!! 8:45!!!
then i str8 away fly to the lecture room.....
throughout the lecture i felt like living zombie -.-
i felt very bad....., coz i can't reply ppl properly T_T
sorry Kayla T_T

i've decided to slp b4 12 EVERYDAY from today on!
unless VERY important things.....
ok, write enuff liao, time to slp.....

Thousand Years of Pain......

i'm trying very hard....., too hard.....
remembering u is painful enuf....., forgetting u is impossible.....
whenever i think of u and the "near-zero" chance of having u....., my heart felt like stop beating....., hard to breathe.....
y do i even met u?
if this is only a joke, pls stop it.....
i can't take more of this.....
years of unbelievable pain n suffering.....
i'm disgusted by my own uselessness.....
others can do it, y can't i?!
i'll try hard to do it, despite the slim chance of succeding.....

eerrrr...., the above juz anyhow write for EMO ppl :p
LOL