Thousand Years of Pain......

i'm trying very hard....., too hard.....
remembering u is painful enuf....., forgetting u is impossible.....
whenever i think of u and the "near-zero" chance of having u....., my heart felt like stop beating....., hard to breathe.....
y do i even met u?
if this is only a joke, pls stop it.....
i can't take more of this.....
years of unbelievable pain n suffering.....
i'm disgusted by my own uselessness.....
others can do it, y can't i?!
i'll try hard to do it, despite the slim chance of succeding.....

eerrrr...., the above juz anyhow write for EMO ppl :p
LOL